The Morning after...........

The morning after..............
I woke up to .. to find a perfect morning ...everything seemed so splendid ...i had to say it was picturesque...
Maybe a usual morning for them but unusual for me, for i thought so... coz...........it was quite sometime since i saw the dawn...and here it was in its full glory...what a sight...
I stared into the morning sun ...i took the rays head on ...and my arms wide open i felt like a king ready to conquer the next frontier....

Done with being stoned with what the morning had to offer...i moved on...i said hey iam gonna seize this moment...iam gonna freak out................thumped my fists...........i said Yeahhhhhhhhhh!
In me the mercurial excitement....was brimming....waiting to flow over...i said relax dude" you got a long day ahead"....

The tea was done....the razors job done...the generous shower done..........the cologne done.... the clothes done...the mirror glances done..........and the mirror speak which ended up in me saying "yes its gonna be my day"........."iam gonna party out there"..........

So here i was .........all dressed up and ready to take on this day....so i took those few steps towards the door...i was on a high....i opened the door...............but hey.... hey...the high was never meant to be ......
Coz...i was blanked out...........in a moment ..... iwas frozen... i stood at the threshold...looking outside.............i didn't know where to go....i was all dressed up and nowhere to go...in a flash the high was gone....all that remained was a thought........I was all dressed up and nowhere to go!!!

Thoughts from the corner

well its it that time of the year...when they call it the end...maybe of a another begining....
i found myself sitting out there in that corner [my hotspot].....maybe i should call it the oblivion....ahhhh ironic ....never seems to leave me
Anyways its not about the corner its about the little one...the most beautiful!

Its about the one.....who looks at me with those tender eyes...who shines like a little star...who floats like a feather....her skin so beautiful...she is so special...man she is such a delight to watch....i could go miles to just get a glimpse.....she is the most loved one..and she will be..............how i longed to see her........ but strange are the ways of the unknown and in this moment i say .....
Forgive me...little star...for though you shine....i cant reach you....i cant see you play in the rain garden...neither, can i see you run towards me with pure joy neither can i !!....i couldnt breathe you life.............................you still remained unborn .....
Maybe another day...maybe another moment...maybe another rain...maybe another spring... i shall find you playing in the Rain garden............

City Lights 2

City lights......just keeps getting brighter... Dammmmm!!!!! it never dims......global warming, smoke on the streets, killer machines on the roads ,the negotiations for space out there ,the lost looks,the frustrated beings ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! nothing dims the city lights...... it just keeps burning higher........and the admirers the "Mothics" keep coming ........to these city lights............the breed of Mothics ........yeah just got bigger ......
The Mothicians stare hard into the city lights......they fear no uv rays since there are none ........they love the rays ...they love the glow.......they bask in it..........my Friend the sun is never here..................coz its gone on a vacation.........What a trap........ahh those city lights have even managed to convince the sun to go on a holiday....
I heard the wise man say yesterday.........you have a dream.....and all that talk.........and i ask" but is this Moth just gonna watch this dream"......is it just an illusion.......or is it all parobolia..........
Hmnnnnnnn the wise man spoke again and said " dude maybe it is or maybe not, but you aint gonna let the dream fade , you aint gonna let the dream shrink.......you aint gonna let the dream die............coz your dreams are the only stuff which gives you the choice to break on to the other side"
Man there goes the wise man and his gospel and he is done it again with is brand of gospel.......... leaving me out here staring at the city lights...........but yeah! i let my dreams be..........

City lights

The city lights lures the Moths ......but as Moths we are, we just cant keep getting enough of the city lights........now that makes me a Moth......ahhhhhhhh...dude iam living a Moth existence............they looked exciting.....attractive......powerfull....from a distance...
But it was just a trap.........i got stuck.......freakin city lights just took me over..........all i do is circle them again and again......knowing what lies beyond them , is just a dream, a dream broken by the city lights....
The wise man says" maybe the Moth in you would fly away beyond the city lights........travel as far as you could.......... where the only lights would be your dreams..........so dream on you moth.........coz you maybe a Moth......but hey you got a dream"

The begining

Lost in the woods ...........coz the lost soul iam ....trying to find my way..i found none.......................i screamed but none heard it ...................i started running but reached nowhere ......... i stared at the space ahead , i saw nothing...........i guess i was lost............................. i pondered ........i closed my eyes .......i stared within.........a shimmering light shone within ........and in that light i saw something ..........that was you.......that was you............................Alas!!! i had found my way.......